I lie awake, thoughts are swimming in my head
All that I know is that innocence is dead

So take back your love, let this hole inside me grow
So take back your love, fill with hate and let it show

I will never feel this way again
I’ll never take back what I said again

Down by the lake, soaked in gasoline and rum
You wake me up, press my forehead with your thumb

Then burn me alive, strike your match to spread the fire
So burn me alive, like the books that undermind

I will never feel this way again
I’ll never take back what I said again
So beat me up and throw me to the ground
I won’t go back, I’m lost, I won’t be found

And I will march my soldiers to your doom
To let the whole world know we’ve got no room
So tell me, honey, do you understand
That in this whole world I’m your biggest fan?

And I will march my soldiers to your doom
To let the whole world see we’ve got no room
So go ahead and burn me at the cross
And you will see I’m not that great a loss

Track List:
1. Escape!
2. Behind Bars
3. Blackout
4. Collateral Damage
5. Give it Time
6. It’s Over
7. The Dreamer
8. Pretending
9. Not Not Innocent
10. Return
Run Time: ~27 min?Download

Track List:
1. It’s Been Days
2. Don’t Go
3. Tell Me
4. I Like the Scary Parts
5. Let Them Take Me
6. Go Back Home
7. Look Away
8. Open the Door and Everything Changes
9. I Think That I’m Okay
10. It’s Been Nice
11. My Time Machine
12. I’ll Fix it Later
13. Understudy
Run Time: ~30 min Download

Girl, you’ve got me salivating
Your energy is captivating
I feel like I am dreaming and I hope I don’t wake up
I’ve spent all my days representing
And secretly just plain resenting
My life for not refilling my already empty cup

And I don’t want to be a downer
I just want you to be around, or
At least make half an effort to make me feel at home
Sometimes I feel alive
Like my moment has arrived
And I can go out and do things where I don’t have to be alone

Sometimes it’s not my lucky day
But it doesn’t always end the same
Cause forever’s just a moment that we’re living in our minds
And I know that I can’t prove it
But I know that I won’t lose it
I can keep it all together if there’s someone by my side

Give me another shot to make
Give me another breath to take
Don’t worry about what’s at stake
Just watch the stars over the lake

Baby now we’re standing still
My courage in your iron will
And since we’ve got some time to kill
You can tell me how you really feel

I don’t hope, I plea that I’m not going crazy. I need my mind to stay with me, so I can continue to be what I am. Not a shell, a full grown man, causing trouble and raising hell, while deep inside hoping that I’m doing a good job. Fast forward twenty years, will I be successful? Will my situation still be stressful, or will I be able to stand on my own? Will I be a punk, or a zombie? Will I be punching codes or shallow poetry? These are the forks in the path in front of me.